Once again

Okay so last sunday Jackson broke-up with me because he didn't really know how he felt anymore and I understand that so I let it go. We have been friends for officially 2 weeks and now he is slowly starting to love me again. This is just making me confused because I still love him with all of my heart which is why I am unable to truely move on but I just don't know. Though if he did ask me out again I would definatly say yes. I am just really confused right now and can't get words to form in my head right which is why all my poems have become ascude. Anyway That is just a small update on a very long list on things that hae happened but I have to get it striaght in my head before I even attempt to ecsplain. Though I will be seeing him this Saturday and so far there is a 98.5% chance he will ask me out but he is going to tell me the definate conclusion today. I will write again as soon as possible to let you know