And more and more

Shouldn't have said a thing

Have you been there?
Have you done that?
Have you been everywhere?
Have you come back?
Have you lost the one you love?
Have you ever had them die?
Have you ever hut them so bad?
Have you ever made them cry?
Have you ever told them something that you wish you didn't say?
Have you ever wanted nothing more than to see thier smile everyday?
Have you ever told them you loved them though you shouldn't have done so?
Did you them you would never let them go?
I did all those things though I know he didn't die
I shouldn't have said anything and mentioning makes me cry

Poetry for Yay

A blissful Suffering

The blessing is the love I have
The suffering is to not have it returned
To ache day after day watching you
Without you looking at me the same I do you
If you knew how I felt would you?
What would you say?
Did you know when I say I love you I meant it?
Will you ever?
Tell me ehat you think of me that will make my life complete

A B C

The A B C's of my perfect Guy

Attitudenot as much as me
Basic has to know the basics before he even thinks about me
Caring enough to make me stay
Dominant I usually am but it is nice to have a guy take charge once and a wile
Eecentric they have to be interesting to me
Friendly well at least to me
Graceful definatly has to have some kind of feminine charm
Helpful is almost always there when I need them the most
Insistant when I say no to something it won't always be that way
Jester has to be able to make me laugh
Kind well duh!
Lustful ... I would rather not ecsplain this one
Musical can play something like a piano and play my favorite song wile still being a spaz about it!
Nuratic can stay up all night talking to me
Open can talk to me about almost anything like things he couldn't tell anyone else
Purfume has to have a distinct smell that I know and love
Questioning he can't be afraid to ask something if he wants to know
Romantic can't have a perfect guy without it can I?
Soft he is gentle with his hands
Teaching we have to be able to learn from eachother
Undefined has to be unique
Volinteering has to be with me on his own
Wonderful .... DUH!
X-rated ... (had a dirty thought and couldn't get it out of my head >_<)
Yearning has to ecspect it from me always
Zesty and best of all ...... HE IS MINE

Another Poem For the love of it

The Spaz

His fingers know no bounds
His mouth runs 1000 miles an hour
His body dances around in my head
His singing rings throughout my soul
His face so close to mine
His arms around my waist
His outfit is his own
Even his hair is spazstic
Though I know he will never move close enough

I Love The Spaz Who Has My Heart

Coming to turms

I have come to turms ith the fact that I am in love with a gay man. I have also ecepted that he will never love me back. Doesn't mean I can't write poems about him ^_^.

The Colors

I feel it now

I can see them clearly

All of those colors flowing from your fingers, your eyes, your feet, and your sweet sweet lips

The brightest of them all is your heart

How I long to touch yours as you have touched mine

Can you tach me how?

I want to feel the colors surounding your every move

Can anyone else see your colors like I do?

Will they ever?

I want to be able to feel your colors

I wish as ever for The Colors

Alright so from now on I will be choosing one poem from my notebook and posting it in my blog. I know I know you can hardly wait for the next one. Well must go now so much things to do and so little time to do it in.

~Sye~

Alright then!

Well today in a school assembly I played guitar hero and fell on my ass. It was fun!