I just can't make up my mind!

I love two guys! One is gay one is straight and I have no chance with either! Also There is this dumb slut behind me. She just keeps saying how she prefers white dick over black or hispanic dick. I just think she is a retarded bitch that sounds like the song by Blink 182 "Lip dick, fat fucker, cock sucker, mother fucker, cunt." ect. Well I am just really confused today. And pissed at the stupid bitch who won't shut the fuck up. But whatever. Well so we go.
~Sye~

Oh the fickleness of me

Alrighty so I don't like my gay friend anymore. I know I know I'm alittle fickle. Well now I like this other guy who lives in a different city that is like 3 miles away. Well I am sitting in class at the moment and feeling very tired. I don't even know why it isn't like I didn't get any sleep last night I even over slept but I am still tired. well I have to go so As always Have a good day in this blah of a world.

You would think it were great

Alright so for the first time since my boyfriend left me I have been doing alright you know? Well I fell for this guy only one problem ... He's gay. I feel crushed inside but I can't get hooked off from him. Falling out of love is a lot harder than falling in love. Sure don't get me wrong I am going to stay his friend and not like freak out on him. But it's just I feel so strongly about him and that's why he can't ever know. Then there is this guy who is in my fourth period class who comes up to me with a proposition for me and I promised I wouldn't talk about it but basically he asked me to call this guy I haven't talked to since last year. I call him and we are having a nice conversation and then I ask him advise about my problem and I find out he is homophobic! He had to go so I didn't get a chance to bash him out of his wits. Well and there is another dilemma I usually don't associate with people like that, but I really like being his friend you know? I'm just a big blah of confusion lately. That is also all I have to say for now.
~Sye~

Really dumb things on the internet

Alright! So I was searching on Google for some interesting signs for a book I am writing. The I stumble upon a witchcraft site right? Well It was basically some Cristian mommy trying to teach their children of the Satanism that is witchcraft. Well you know what I say to that? Grow up! I mean how would you like it if other people started calling your religion Satanic? I'm not saying that witcraft is right or wrong it is just some people really believe in this stuff. You should never bash someone elses beliefs. Brings us back to the gay issue as well. I mean love is love screw you all that think differently! This has just been rally dumb so I'll just sign off and leave you to think about a few things.
~Sye~

Yada Yada

Alright so new rant! Yay! Well this week has been crazy as far as my schedual went. I had to go to a field trip with the special ed kids at our school. Then I am going to be in a american idol spoofs. Then I am going to the mall with my best friend (who just happens to be gay) Fishy! That is all I have to say right now so much love! Oh and I finally picled a good pen name!
~Sye~